So, this past week or so has been a little rough and I won't lie, there have been quite a few tears. I'm not really that open with showing my emotions (I've been the same for years) and I almost feel guilty when I'm upset over something. Don't get me wrong, I know that what's happened to me is a pretty hefty thing, but still, I don't like to make a fuss! So, this is just to say, I know I'm going to have down days and this is always going to be something that hurts, but I'm not allowing myself to dwell on it. I have two arms, two legs and I'[...]
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** Firstly, apologies for the poor formatting or any mistakes - I wrote this on my phone as I don't have an Internet connection at home at the moment ** Ok, so, here it is. The update I promised earlier in the week. As you know, I went for my scan on Tuesday. I was massively nervous and spent the whole day at work with my heart in my throat and a serious case of nervous butterflies. For those of you that don’t know, when you have an ultrasound scan you have to have a full bladder, so they ask you to drink a pint of water an hour before your appointment,[...]
In 15 minutes I'm going to be leaving my office to drive to the doctor's surgery for an ultrasound scan to see what's happening inside me. Obviously I hope there's nothing wrong with me, but if they do the scan and can't find anything wrong, I'm still going to be left wondering why I get the pains in my stomach. Tomorrow I get the results from the other tests I had last week, including the diabetes test. To say I'm feeling delicate today is a bit of an understatement. I've had butterflies in my stomach all day and my heart seems to have taken[...]