So, this past week or so has been a little rough and I won’t lie, there have been quite a few tears.
I’m not really that open with showing my emotions (I’ve been the same for years) and I almost feel guilty when I’m upset over something.
Don’t get me wrong, I know that what’s happened to me is a pretty hefty thing, but still, I don’t like to make a fuss!
So, this is just to say, I know I’m going to have down days and this is always going to be something that hurts, but I’m not allowing myself to dwell on it.
I have two arms, two legs and I’m lucky enough to have good health (aside from the dodgy womb, obvs!)
I have a great family, brilliant friends, and a boyfriend who makes me smile every single day.
So, from here on in, I’m smiling all the way, because as much as this breaks my heart, I don’t want to be sad.